Make your supporters PROUD and your haters jealous!

  I love the title of this post for two reasons…Make your supporters PROUD and your haters jealous!

 One: because there is always an asshole in every bunch that tries to bring you down!

Two: because I keep getting questions why I don’t allow comments…because of the haters of course!

              So like I said in my last post I was going to attempt to go to a one hour spin class then the beefcake room and then another spin class.  I did it all!  That’s fucking right this bitch was in the beefcake room! Sure I had Brown with me but it was not as bad as I thought it was going to be that day!  I wanted to step my exercise shit up but motherhood and work keep getting in my way…no I kid! ;)

              I wasn’t really into the first spin class perhaps because I had another 2 hours of working out ahead of me or because the teacher fucking sucked.  Whichever it was it really wasn’t working…then off to the beefcake room I have to say I did fairly well but how could I not I pretended like Brown was an exercise spy and I was so going to be ratted out on if I didn’t “crush” that room.  Plus you don’t go to the beefcake room and look at the beefcakes you work it like you’re a hardcore bitch.  Brown says do 50 crunches on the ball…in my head I am like you are fucking insane sister but I fucking sucked it up and painfully completed it. 

Then the next spin class was with Brown and Potter and holy hell it was so much resistance.  My legs were screaming and my sides which I found out later are actually my lats or latissimus dorsi that muscle right on the side under your armpit that extends to your back…so much pain the next day.   Now I did try to be dedicated super cool and put 50lbs on the pull down bar.  Not a good idea people.   All in all I think I made my supporters PROUD!  I also plan to visit the beefcake room again and not just to go to the bathroom.  

I did start going to the gym with yet another person who is going to sign up for a year…what the fuck this is like 11 damn people I signed up…I should be compensated in some manner like a free year! Fucking bastards would never do that.  We went to the spin class and really worked it…the sweat was dripping. 

I also found this great workout schedule at sisterhood of the shrinking jeans  ...

I am going to start this up on Monday morning...sounds like it would be interesting. 

I don’t think for one minute I am super-fast on the spin cycle or super strong on the machines or weights I just get pumped by motivation that must say has been happening finally NOW on a regular basis and that why that person gets motivation in return even though he may not go and read instead but he did get a box of peanut butter smidgens and they were well deserved for a GREAT week of motivation.  Thanks Gibbs…keep up the excellent motivation.  LOL

I’m taking off the next few days due to the gym being closed and yesterday I found out that my grandfather is not doing well.  They were supposed to come visit and see the Goose on Easter morning but do to his condition he cannot travel but hopefully he will regain his strength and be up to see us very soon.  Your prayers and well wishes are greatly appreciated.  Thank you for all of you who sent them already…have a great Easter!

It's easy...do awesome shit, be an awesome person...

              I pretty much commit to way more shit than I should actually commit to.  Earlier in the month I was bragging about how I sold so much shit in my FBLA fundraiser when I was in high school but truthfully I fucking rocked that shit that year.  So like an idiot I commit to selling tickets for Gibbs for a fundraiser.  He helps me I help him you know the drill.  I would say that I only gave about 100% the last couple days and that was because I wanted to wipe the floor with his best friend Deedee.  I did okay not great but I did supply the best fucking basket 63.00 could buy…and it was a fucking nice basket. 

              They had a benefit at the bar the next day and all the “my” team members went including a million other people in a bar the size of a fucking shoe box…but free beer and food would really bring anyone out…right?  Then someone says you act like a fucking teenager…Im like why the fuck shouldn’t I?  I had a ride home from Potter and really that is the most important thing because if anyone knows me from high school you know how I would feel about drunk driving and for that fact that I act like a teenager why the fuck shouldn’t I, I lost my teenage years helping push a wheelchair around for someone who wasn’t as smart as I was being getting a safe ride home.  I would never do anything so stupid as that and I guess if there is any good that came from that horrific accident it would be that I hope everyone thinks twice about that. 

              Anyway on a funnier note here I am with Brown after about 3 hours of drinking Miller light…not really on the diet or the pizza for that matter but she was wearing the highest most hookerific---I’m so fucking jealous heels. (Maybe someday)  I hate being fucking girly and here we are going to the bathroom at the same time not on the toilet at the same time but going into the bathroom at the same time…walking arm and arm…super gay I will tell you but I am about reinventing myself so if I have to suck it up and be girly for one night I would have so fucking aced that test, but in true cupcake girl fashion I take a political sign out of the ground and throw it in the tree of which Brown just fell into.  Not only did I have Browns back but also Magnums back (he knows why) hahahaha

              So now on to some exercise shit… my membership is up at the gym so I have to slide into the place and avoid paying unless they start taking bottles of shampoo or fucking rice from my stockpile they are going wait till payday.  Sorry bitches but a girl got to work out. 

              I went last night to the gym.  Potter, myself and Gibbs all show up in fucking the same color which is ironic because later that night Cena was on RAW and dressed in the same color when he got his shit served to him.  Apparently Deedee didn’t get the memo.  We look like a fucking band of idiots but whatever let them say something to me.  (Nobody did) I of course went on to the killer leg machine worked that shit for 1200 calories burned, texted Gibbs the picture and went home to bed. 

              I felt good but I really need to step this shit up…summer is right around the corner and if I am going to go on the boat in the Chesapeake bay and using my neighbors pool all summer I better get fucking working it.  

              Tonight I am going to go to spin then YES the beefcake room (with my head held high too) and then another spin class with Brown and Potter.  This night is either going to fucking end in the hospital or feeling the burn.  I’m hoping for the latter.

This next part is totally random but on my mind…   

I have a huge problem with having such a huge enormous breasts…I know nothing like jumping right into the topic. I don’t even know what they are now way more than a handful…you know those big mixing bowls that come with the kitchen aid mixer…ya grab two of them that are about equivalent. So here I was doing my 500 crunches and every time I laid down my breasts would cover my mouth…it is getting to be sinus seasons and I think you know where I’m going with this…I was suffocating which surprisingly in turn made me really rock out the crunches because every time I went up I could breathe.

              These big bitches really cause a lot of problems: here are a few I compiled.

1. Going bowling…seems normal enough oh no. I literally fall out of my bra every time we go bowling. The first time it was embarrassing when I look down see a glance of nipple and think to myself “oh fucking perfect” I push them back in like I’m trying to compact some garbage in a garbage can.

2. Magnum constantly reminds me that my cleavage is so enormous. One time he’s like every time you bend over to pick something up I see about two feet of cleavage. He told me maybe I should invest in some turtlenecks…not going to happen imagine wearing 5 turtle necks because remember I wear a lot of clothing which you would think would keep them secure but it doesn’t they have a mind of their own or perhaps they want to see what happening I don’t fucking know.

3. I CAN NOT JUMP… really I don’t think that I have to explain this one…I have a fear of having two black eyes because everyone would know exactly where they came from.

4. Now I do wear two bras now one for partial support and the other one is a sports bra that keeps them supported. I also sleep in a bra…its crazy I know.

Until next time…

Good things come to those who work their asses off and never give up…

           So today marks the 4 months since I started and took my first picture of my weight loss journey.  I have to say overall I’m pretty impressed with the results.  I have had a couple slip ups along the way due to lack of motivation or laziness too much socialization.  All in all I’m glad that I choose to finally take the steps to become healthier and fit.   

Remember this horrific fucking picture?

 and now this:  YAY!

Oh and if your asking... you bet your fucking ass I got one picture taken just of me when the goose and I went to get our pictures taken for mothers day...58 pounds is a fucking a lot of weight! I know this!

Some things I learned along the way: (so far)

Boys are way better workout partners than girls.

Let’s face it GIRLS=DRAMA.  Boys are at the gym to workout except for the occasional checking out of a whore’s female’s ass but overall they are way more dedicated.  So I think we as women should really step it up and show these men what we have…haha!  On a side note not all the girls I go with or see at the gym are undedicated more like occasional lazy bitches! Come on girls!!!

Your mind will give out before your body does.

I’m not going to lie some days I want to fucking throw in the damn towel…I’m either not into it, way too tired or no motivation has been given (yes, imagine that!) The main excuse probably would be it fucking just plain hurts…but one thing I learned is unless you’re actually dying your body will keep going you just have to own it!

You CAN go weeks without eating chocolate and not want to rip someone’s head off.

I really haven’t had any chocolate in about 4 months…now when I say any I mean I was eating chocolate almost every day. I still crave it almost every day but usually I can’t get any and the craving goes away.  I will tell you that those fucking little girls who come around selling their delicious boxes of tasty treats really pissed me off and I had to give in to one minty box of cookies.  What bitches they are…tempting me with those cookies! Three dollars and fifty cents later I wanted to hunt them down!

I still LOVE buying and wearing workout clothes rather than regular clothes.

Oh my goodness…I could forever live in workout clothes.  Enough said!

Healthy food is way too fucking expensive!

Come on really everything good for you is so fucking expensive it’s really ridiculous.  I could by a pint of blueberries or two bags of chips for the same amount.  PLUS you cannot use coupons WTF!

You can give excuses but soon you will run out and have to just man up!

Excuses excuses…we all have them but really your just hurting yourself in the long run.  The effort it takes to make up an excuse you might as well actually go and do the shit your making the excuse for. 

MOTIVATION… MOTIVATION… MOTIVATION!!!!

UGGG! I work best with motivation.  For some crazy reason I cannot do it on my own.  I need someone behind me believing in me and encouraging me.  I know how stupid this sounds but I NEED the positive reinforcement of “you can do it” etc.  I’m weak I will admit it!  Another thing I noticed was that I’m becoming less hardcore and more emotional…apparently as I lose more and more weight I’m turning into more of a weak little girl…What the fuck is up with that! 

Until next time!