Excuses...Excuses!

          Now some people may think that my being creative means that I have my life in order this is not the case at all.  I use bringing cupcakes, treats and making up creative crafts to cover up the fact that I have no idea what is going on.   So let’s pretend that my house could be showcased in better homes and gardens, that my car is showroom quality, that I always turn my paperwork in on time, that sometimes I don’t send my son to school in what he wore to bed.  Let’s face it "Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." Totally best movie EVER!

I will admit this week was one of my WORST motivation weeks EVER!  I could blame it on Magnum and Gibbs being sick but really that’s just an excuse.  It’s funny how you are on fire one week then one person isn’t motivated and my whole world spins on another axis. Although you guys are dropping the ball…haha!  It’s crazy… I could have also blamed it on my obsession with baking cupcakes, hanging out with friends, going to the casino, watching NCIS, looking at Pinterest for hours, Googling motivational saying, crazy week at work but these are all excuses too.  I ate horrible, lots of Pepsi was consumed, turkey hill ice tea was flowing like Niagara Falls, we ordered out almost every day at work, a sleeve or two of girl scout cookies were eaten, I think I ordered out pizza two times this week for dinner and went to Arbys after gym Wednesday WTF! This is not good at all and I need to change this, I should be able to motivate myself without relying on my team!

              So Sunday started off good, highly motivated went to the gym and rocked it for 3000 calories then Monday rolls around we have a meeting at work--blah super boring bake 25 cupcakes with freaking horses on them but went to the gym.  Tuesday get a karate kick to the ribs by a child—it hurt like hell, pick up the new Girl who kicked the hornets’ nest book, super busy day sign language class then the gym, I went but started slacking, Wednesday pops up and guess what it’s girl scout cookie day, then gym with Ash and tempting Arbys beef and cheddar with curly fries…Thursday slams in like a freaking rocket we order out at work, I bring creamsicle cupcakes, skip the gym do paperwork and watch NCIS.   Yay its Friday…dress down day, half a day, waffle day, leave work go to a diner get a patty melt, work meeting, go to the store, come home and in bed by 8:30 I was out! Wake up Saturday at 3:00 in the morning bake cupcakes because why not? Go back to bed, I wake up and basically do nothing… not even the gym and I also went to the casino…what the heck happened this week.  I need to start motivating myself and fast because I’m on a nasty spiral.   Let’s just say my arms are getting flabby, my pants are tight and I feel like shit.  I totally fell off the wagon.  If someone was going to tell me that the world was ending on Friday I would have placed a bet on it.  

              So why am I the CUPCAKE GIRL?  I freaking love cupcakes…not eating them but actually making them they are like little pieces of art.  I do perhaps sometimes indulge in a couple from time to time but I try to give them away.  Here are some of the cupcakes I have made over the years…